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Saturday, April 23, 2011

3 in 30 April Week Three & Four

APRIL WEEK TWO - Encouragement and Looking Ahead

Well, as you can tell, i missed last Fridays Check In I'm doing two weeks worth in this post...

  1. Something that needs to be done daily (Stop, Start or Continue)

Go for a walk, or some form of exercise each day, as I continue to drink more water. This goal has been a bit of a hit and miss,
we've had rain and I've been very unmotivated, I chose to stay in
and read...ALOT.

2.

One time practical project that needs to be knocked off the 2011 list.


Paint the Downstairs Bathroom
Again I have not done this because of the reading...

3.

Personal Creative Project

Bake bread (from scratch); Up my blogging to twice a week consistently.
I did attempt braided Easter Bread, I'm doubting it will turn out as it didn't seem to be rising properly.
I also did not up my blogging, but I plan on it.

Monday, April 11, 2011

You sure you want a Revolution? - Part One

Just watched this video and this one. It's funny how when you are ready, the things you need to hear and read and see are there, the things you need in order to be changed and renewed, which were just out of reach - are suddenly rushing in abundantly...

After reading the book: Irresistible Revolution
(thanks for the referral Stephanie, you should have warned me not to listen to the book while driving :)
My mind is swirling and my heart is pounding... I've felt this shift inside me coming for a long time now, but it's starting to take shape...starting to...

Fav. Quotes...

"The more I get to know Jesus, the more trouble he seems to get me into."

"To refer to the Church as a building is to call people 2 x 4's."

"Most good things have been said far too many times and just need to be lived."

"And I think that's what our world is desperately in need of - lovers, people who are building deep, genuine relationships with fellow strugglers along the way, and who actually know the faces of the people behind the issues they are concerned about."

Mother Theresa always said, "Calcuttas are everywhere if only we have eyes to see. Find your Calcutta."

Biological family is too small of a vision. Patriotism is far too myopic. A love for our own relatives and a love for the people of our own country are not bad things, but our love does not stop at the border."

"I asked participants who claimed to be "strong followers of Jesus" whether Jesus spent time with the poor. Nearly 80 percent said yes. Later in the survey, I sneaked in another question, I asked this same group of strong followers whether they spent time wit the poor, and less than 2 percent said they did. I learned a powerful lesson: We can admire and worship Jesus without doing what he did. We can applaud what he preached and stood for without caring about the same things. We can adore his cross without taking up ours. I had come to see that the great tragedy of the church is not that rich Christians do not care about the poor but that rich Christians do not know the poor."

"For even if the whole world believed in resurrection, little would change until we began to practice it. We can believe in CPR, but people will remain dead until someone breathes new life into them. And we can tell the world that there is life after death, but the world really seems to be wondering if there is life before death."

This of course is on the heals of reading about the life of Billy Graham who was a radical in his own right...
Billy - The Untold Story... Just As I Am


















Some Fav. Quotes...

Being a Christian is more than just an instantaneous conversion - it is a daily process whereby you grow to be more and more like Christ.

Only God Himself fully appreciates the influence of a Christian mother in the molding of character in her children.

The highest form of worship is the worship of unselfish Christian service. The greatest form of praise is the sound of consecrated feet seeking out the lost and helpless.

The men who followed Him were unique in their generation. They turned the world upside down because their hearts had been turned right side up. The world has never been the same
.

I want to live my life authentically. The reality of my very real relationship with Christ clearly evident. I want it to matter in light of eternity...knowing this, some things are going to change.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Every once in a while...












Every once in a while...
Something big hits me.
It grips me.
Catches my throat.
Takes my breath away.
Bruises my heart.
Overwhelms my mind.
Passes understanding.
It's too big for me.
I am overwhelmed.

Every once in a while...
Something big hits me.
A memory...
Seen with today's understanding
A glimpse into the future...
With the strength of hope and faith combined.
A decision...
Accompanied by courage and determination.
An idea...
Bright with promise.

Every once in a while...
Something big hits me
Someone...
A friend...
Truly connects, and it scares us both
A child...
Gives an adult the ability to see heaven
A widow...
Laughs and dances again in joy
A hero...
Dies and his legacy begins to be revealed

Every once in a while...
Something big hits me.
Realizing
A pain...
is no longer hurting
A fear...
has lost it's power
The lonely...
is set into a family
The broken...
is made new
The empty...
is filled and overflows

Every once in a while...
Something big hits me.
that I, the lost one
Was found.
It grips me.
Catches in my throat.
Takes my breath away.
Bruises my heart.
Overwhelms my mind.
Passes understanding.
Every once in a while...every day.

April 2011
Tammara Heaslip

Inspired by:

Woe is me, for I am undone!
...
For my eyes have seen the King,
The Lord of hosts.
Isaiah 6:5 para

What is man that You are mindful of him?
Or the son of man that You take care of him?
...
You have crowned him with glory and honor,
and set him over the works of Your hands.
...
but now we do not yet see all things put under him...
But we see Jesus
...
crowned with glory and honor
the He by the grace of God might taste death for everyone
...
for it was fitting for Him, for who are all things and by whom are all tihngs,
In bringing many sons to glory
To make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings...
Hebrews 2:6-10 para


3 in 30 April Week Two

APRIL WEEK TWO - Check In

  1. a) Something that needs to be done daily (Stop, Start or Continue)

Go for a walk, or some form of exercise each day, as I continue to drink more water. Well, the water thing is going ok, the walk thing 3 out of 7 days. Need to work on that.
  1. b) One time practical project that needs to be knocked off the 2011 list.

Paint the Downstairs Bathroom
I have not started this project as the SUN finally came out in Niagara and decided to spend those hours outside cleaning up the yard, etc.
  1. c) Personal Creative Project

Bake bread (from scratch); Up my blogging to twice a week consistently.
I have also not made the bread (went for squash soup instead) and I'm lucky to have gotten this blog in by today (Sunday - not because I've been busy, but because I'm trying to adjust to all the changes in my life and I've been in a rut when it comes to writing - a rut based on fear and lack of focus. I"m hoping to change that starting today.

Monday, March 28, 2011

3 in 30 April Week One

Proposed Goals for APRIL

  1. a) Something that needs to be done daily (Stop, Start or Continue)

Go for a walk, or some form of exercise each day, as I continue to drink more water.
  1. b) One time practical project that needs to be knocked off the 2011 list.

Paint the Downstairs Bathroom
  1. c) Personal Creative Project

Bake bread (from scratch); Up my blogging to twice a week consistently.

April. I've been looking forward to this month starting. It's definitely a new beginning for us is so many ways. I figured these goals were simple enough to do while I adjust to a whole new way of living :) aka, no job, full time kids, homeschooling research/ planning and "the next step" for us as a family. I'm looking forward to it.

3 in 30 March Week Four

3 in 30 Closing Comments on March...

Again, I cannot complain, another good week goal-wise.

Overall 2011 Goal: SIMPLIFY LIFE

My March Goals Status:

a) Something that needs to be done daily (Stop, Start or Continue)

Stick to one time a day of logging on.

I had a couple of bad days this week, when for some reason I kept checking on again and again for a couple days. Then I snapped out of it, and missed a couple days, and now we're back to the daily routine. I have no idea why that happened.

b) One time practical project that needs to be knocked off the 2011 list.

Organizing the Office, primarily the Library

So the books are organized...


BEFORE AFTER


...and I have 4 days to get to the "office side of room". Since this is primarily the husbands domain, I've been procrastinating, but I've noticed that when the desk in there is clean, he uses it, when it looks like it currently does, he clutters up MY spaces. So it's more motivation to get er done!

see why i shutter?


c) Personal Creative Project

I did a bit of writing, have written a couple unfinised lists for creative projects, but I did start our FAMILY MISSION STATEMENT and HOMESCHOOLING MISSION STATEMENTS, which will be featured in a later post J I also, did a lot of reading again.

As the date of my job wrapping up nears I find myself in this really weird place mentally and emotionally, the fact that it co-incides with a dear friend moving out to Sasketchewan on the same day makes it all the weirder. It feels literally like the end of an era - and well, maybe it as. It was almost 17 years afterall. But it's this mamoth thing, that isn't really mammoth. So dear readers, I'm not sure what is on the other side of Thursday (April I know) - but it's gonna be good.

Proposed Goals for APRIL

  1. a) Something that needs to be done daily (Stop, Start or Continue)

Go for a walk, or some form of exercise each day, as I continue to drink more water.
  1. b) One time practical project that needs to be knocked off the 2011 list.

Paint the Downstairs Bathroom
  1. c) Personal Creative Project

Bake bread (from scratch)

Monday, March 21, 2011

Where do you go to church?




Where do you go to church?

I am often asked this question, and honestly lately, it's been setting my mind a twitter...


Really, what's being asked is "where do you go, to be who you ARE?"

Most people who've spent any amount of time as a follower of Christ understand this principle. We are taught that we are the church. When we become a follower, we become part of a body (Eph 5; 30) where Christ is the head and we make up the rest of the parts, working together to minister to the world... we are a body, a group of people, a FAMILY, all children, brothers and sisters. We are meant to be ONE. Over and over and over again in the New Testament, the body aka the church is encouraged, almost commanded to "be on one mind, one spirit, have the same love..."...there is ONE body, and ONE spirit, just as you were called in ONE hope of your calling; ONe Lord, ONE faith, ONE baptism; ONE God and Father of all, who is above all, and through and in you all." (Eph 4:4)

So we come back to the question... Where do you go to church?
Socially and culturally it refers to the smaller group of people you choose to meet with weekly in a building to celebrate, to worship Christ. I so long to answer..."it's irrelevant."

But it's not. Nowadays, today, where you meet is of utmost importance. How you answer will determine (in some minds) how you believe - that is what factions of doctrine you hold yourself to. How you answer will imply the outward expression of your faith or the "passion" you have or don't have. It will let people know your morality, your social standing, your dedication to family, etc. etc. etc. Of course we know this can't REALLY tell us these things because no one really knows what is in a heart, except God that is. I wonder if many of us find a sort of peace in being able to hide behind the group we belong to, rather than BE, who we are in our world.

In doing this, we rob ourselves of our true place, our true identity as members of the body, the world-wide body of Christ. When we are aware of our place in the greater picture, when we know our authority and our responsibility. It changes everything.

We are meant to work together, all together, to encourage, bless, lift up, mourn with, rejoice with, grow with and worship and celebrate with - without limits. Without limits of time, space, geography, social standing, culture, language, age or gender.

If only we would have our eyes opened to see how deep, wide, high and vast the great Love of God is... that love that's been poured into our hearts.

Our hearts are meant to be poured out in our world, as Jesus was. We are meant to love each other IN the body, so as a body, we can love the world. God hasn't changed, and He loves the world so much, that He...gives.

Don't you think that so much of church as we know it today, is about Taking. I mean really, we just want to celebrate together, be encouraged, and then be left to do our own thing. Churches have become programs, mortgages, the big show, employment opportunities, places for hospices from the world.... when really, its just supposed to be a simple celebration, an opportunity to share the joy of the LIFE that we live every other day - with Christ and with each other, as light and salt in the world.

I'm beginning to think that the best way for me to personally answer the "where do you go to church" question is...

I don't go to church, I AM the church. I am part of the body, and wherever I go, the rest of us are. I hope that my life is a demonstration of God's love for you today, how can I serve You today?

If you want to know what group of people, or what building I'll be celebrating in soon...well it's like this, just like in my earthly life, the where, the how and the scope of what I celebrate changes - it does in my spiritual life too. My worship is all the time, every day, because I'm a follower of Christ. My celebration oppourtunities are vast, there are hundreds of places where members of this body can be found, maybe it will be a big group, maybe it will be a small one, maybe I'll be able to speak the language, maybe I won't...it doesn't matter. We are numerous, we are the body, the body of Christ. We are the church.

I found the following applicable, (from this blog)
Acts 2:42-47 – 42. And they devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and the prayers. 43. And awe came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were being done through the apostles. 44. And all who believed were together and had all things in common. 45. And they were selling their possessions and belongings and distributing the proceeds to all, as any had need. 46. And day by day,attending the temple together and breaking bread in their homes, they received their food with glad and generous hearts, 47. praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lordadded to their number day by day those who were being saved.

Many people in the early church were being saved everyday because they were seeing them gather in the temple and in homes. They were seeing their love for one another and the community being established and because of it they believed in God. I also think it is reflectent of what Jesus said in John 13:35 “By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” When people get to see how we relate to one another and worship God they will know who we belong to.

The expositional part of this blog post is over, if you want to read about my personal encounters with this truth, keep reading, if not. Be blessed.

Yes, WE are the church. It was never meant to have limits. I've experienced this way to much over the last 17 years, and I've been so blind.

God is not limited by the things we are limited by. He is not limited by time, space, geography, social standing, culture, language, age or gender.

While visiting India in 1998, I had the joy of celebrating Jesus with hundreds of believers in worship, and then again in smaller gatherings over two weeks. I could not speak the language, but there was no limits with God. Souls met their creator, bodies were healed, I rejoiced with a precious part of the body of the Christ, and we were ONE.

When I was travelling Canada in the year 2001, my husband and I had recently experienced our first of two miscarriages, after 3 years of brutal battles with infertility. I happened to be travelling in Eastern Canada on the day when I would have been due with my daughter, it also coincided, painfully, with Mothers day. God used a group of women I had never met to minister to my broken heart in ways that are unspeakable. I do not remember their names, but I remember the Love of God poured out to me.

In 2003 I traveled to visit my sister in France, we decided to attend a celebration service there in a village outside of Rouen, near the Northern coast. It was undoubtedly one of the most wonderful times of fellowship I have experienced with believers to this day. We shared a meal, the word, and life. It was beautiful truly.

there are countless other memories to add to this that span from North America to the South, across oceans to the Pacific Rim and back again.

As my eyes continue to be opened, I'm aware of this truth more and more. I recently had the privilege of visiting with friends and also followers of Christ in South Carolina - I joined them where they celebrate Christ each week, and it was powerful and timely to me, the sharing of the word, the fellowship all weekend long, the prayer time, rejoicing and mourning together. A couple weeks later we had friends and followers stay with us for a holiday, and again, precious fellowship, open hearts, honest prayers. Last week a family crisis rose up, and it was incredible, thanks to the power of the world wide web, to alert the believers I've come to know, love and value - to pray, to have the burden shared by the WHOLE body, from my limited perspective, and again to share in that burden for others when I've been made aware of a need.

I'm not sure who all reads this, but today I want to send a shout out to a friend in Europe. Once I was told that you Lindsay (in Croatia, yes you) read this from time to time - last week I saw your facebook status, and my heart was touched, and I lifted you up in prayer. We are the body, we are sisters and I hurt for you, I felt it. Be encouraged that you are part of something that is much bigger than you alone, something that is strong when you feel weak, wise when you are uncertain, and full of hope and peace when you are despairing - you are part of the body of Christ. We are Unlimited.

My love and affection to all of you reading this who are followers of Christ, may it not cause offense but hopefully inspire us to BE. To those who perchance who have read all this way, and do not follow Christ, thank you. Please leave a message or comment if you have questions, want to know more, or wonder what it means to be a follower of Christ, and I'd love to connect further with you.

Blessings,

T

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