sigh

Maybe someday, someone will "get it" - why talk about things, if 48 hours later it will be as if we're in the exact same place we were before the discussion?

It's more aggravating than I can ever communicate to be "running in circles" - and not being able to pinpoint the fear that has rendered me immobile.

i literally cannot voice it, but i can feel the pressure building up inside me, and I have a feeling i should be more afraid of what will happen if I don't do something about it quick.

On a lighter note, my home is my haven. I've decorated for the Holidays and here's a tour...